May 2013
1 post
그래도 화날데 좋은거다. 화나도 그냥 받다. 인제 오래 안남았어.
this broke me.
February 2013
2 posts
I'm tired of this life
December 2012
4 posts
Deliver Me
Deliver me out of the sadness Deliver me from all the madness Deliver me courage to guide me Deliver me Your strength inside me
All of my life I’ve been in hiding Wishing there was someone just like You Now that You’re here Now that I’ve found You I know that You’re the One to pull me through
Deliver me loving and caring Deliver me giving and sharing Deliver me this cross...
Lord give me strength
You are forever faithful. You will provide. Let me set my eyes upon you and you alone. let my faith and strength reside in you and come from you.
sigh. times are hard. my confidence as a leader shakes because it’s not rooted or stemmed from God.
“God will be with you and He will be faithful. so speak and lead from that authority rather than what you get from ur peers or what people...
I'm actually happy.
It’s been a while. I guess it was just a matter of time.
Honors, yet again.
found out applications for honors are due tomorrow. with an essay. make matters worse, needed a teacher rec. that had to be requested three weeks prior. mom really, really wanted me to get into Honors. first time i forget to send SAT scores, now this.
the worst part is, i have absolutely nobody to blame but myself. today sucked.
i honestly don’t know how to tell her i screwed up again.
...
November 2012
2 posts
Come Home
Come home Come home Cause I’ve been waiting for you For so long For so long And right now there’s a war between the vanities But all I see is you and me The fight for you is all I’ve ever known So come home Everything I can’t be Is everything you should be And that’s why I need you here Everything I can’t be Is everything you should be And that’s why I...
In a relationship or not, don't lie to someone who...
October 2012
6 posts
if I hadn't been so self-centered
maybe you wouldn’t have gone to the hospital. if I went with you instead of sleeping in maybe I could have prevented it from happening.
i need some suspenders
I never asked for much.
all i wanted was to feel special. different.
all i wanted was for you to care about my feelings.
all i wanted was not to be taken lightly or taken advantage of.
obviously i asked for way too much.
i never should have asked at all.
For the number of times I've been hurt,...
I think i deserve a reward. A reward that says, “Congratulations! You are an idiot!”
You's a fake nigga.
Patience,
patience.
September 2012
18 posts
its as if the more you care,
the less they care
you can never really just..."throw away" memories.
the good, the bad, the sad, the happy, the deep, the dumb, the funny, and all the rest linger and swim around in your “memory box” inside your brain.
but there’s this weird concept about memories. where the most recent memories have so much power. so much authority over its predecessors. this can go both ways.
positive: recent good memories can override all the bad ones in...
so good. glad he’s starting to make...
August 2012
5 posts
secret 41: getting to know joon.
it actually takes quite a long time for a stranger to ACTUALLY get to know the real me. I’m not trying to sound all sophisticated or conceited, but I never cared to waste my time and energy to go out of my way to show them who I am right away. don’t get the wrong message, I’m not being two-faced. I’ve never been the type that has to “present myself in a certain manner because I’m scared of what...
I gave everything, and what was I rewarded with?
a spit in the face. I was rewarded with total humiliation.
I’ve never felt stupider than I do now.
i keep thinking im at a retreat
i feel like i have to wake up at a certain time and i have a set schedule ahead of me for the next day…i keep forgetting im in college. weirdddddddddddd
i can already sense a hint of the “freedom” that everyone talks about.
This thing called love can be very ironic.
How far would you be willing to go for someone you care for, even if it means being hated?
July 2012
7 posts
Cambodia/Korea mission trip!!!!!
Let’s do thissssss. See you guys august 2!
i rarely ask for anything
seunghan:
but here’s one thing i want to ask from you guys. prayers. for our mission team. that God would go before us and that He would just humble our hearts. also for the kids over there, that He would allow them to have an open and willing heart. and one last thing. for our safety and for us to stay healthy. that we may be able to overcome any obstacles along the way.
LEHGO TEAMMMMM!!!
Successful poop day
Out of the both times I took a poop today, both have been spotless when I wiped. It was the most amazing thing ever
MY FIRST POST WITH MY FIRST VERY OWN SMARTPHONE!
I just got a galaxy 3 and it is absolutely amazing. Words cannot explain the difference between my old phone and this phone. I actually “typed” this post through voice recognition hohoho.
GOD IS TRULY AMAZING.
miriammele:
His timing is always perfect. He has shown me not to worry about the future, or the next day, but to just have faith and trust in Him.
The way He works is just amazing. I’m just so amazed of how he answers my prayers.
Looking through the eyes of grace just changed my perspective on everything.
My mind is so mind blown.
WITH GOD, YOU’RE NEVER ALONE DON’T LOSE YOUR FAITH AND...
secret 40
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^i love that face. LOVE. its so funny. PERFECT description of the emotion.
whoever first thought of that….wow.
June 2012
7 posts
seung han
“we tend to overlook the simplest statements. but those are the ones that are worth the most.”
“this is God were talking about here. shouldnt have expected anything less haha”
“God is good.”
never heard so much truth spit out by one person in such a short amount of time.
joon: “too much truth being spit out by you right now. i cant handle it”
...
Faith
is not based off emotions.
its so easy to have faith when times are good and on the contrary, its so easy to lose faith when times are bad.
dont lose faith just because you’re in a slump. stop trusting your own powers, trust in God’s.
secret 39
i love milk. whole milk. those who say they love milk but hate whole milk are fakes. those arent true fanatics. you dont know the true beauty of milk if you dislike whole milk. love is an understatement. matter of fact, i love dairy. i love cheese, milk, sour cream, eggs, etc.
i love drinking milk with ramyun. i put a little milk in my ramyun too actually. and cheese. and eggs. i love drinking...
